Wednesday, January 28, 2009

``_____.*back to work`!.#

TODAY

well, here i am, back to work...

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hehes, drag myself out of bed, cause i heard they all outside watching TV le...had maggi noodle for my lunch...ehh, sounds pathetic hors...hahas, then we were mahjong-ing till it's time to go over to Aunt's place for dinner, after dinner, we continued our gamling session, hehes, this is the first year i gamble for so long...i never like gambling...cousie all lose, only me and ah chow won`! but ah chow still won a lot more than me...hahas...

9:19 AM Z

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

``_____.*HAPPY NEW YEAR`!.#

TODAY

woke up at about 11, was still darn tired...i need more sleep, cause i spend almost the whole night coughing away...and till now, i'm still not feeling any better...we all got prepared and went out for our visiting...

this year, it was like we're kinda early...hahas, we went to Pasir Ris 1st, cause last year we missed it, so this year we made sure we go there first, then had our lunch at Geylang bahru and dinner at Hougang and then we quickly head back home cause people comming over to our place...had a lil mahjong session and then to sleep...

we all had an early night...

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woahs...so darn tired...went to have out reunion dinner, this year, granny's too weak to cook, and since she's going over to my uncle's place, my family went out to eat on ourselves...this year, we went to Miranma Hotel to eat...

OMG nohs...6 of us, ate a meal of 9dishes for 10 person dee...eat till we wanna burst le...zZz...
and after that we went home le, cause there's no place we can go, even if we do, it's gonna be crowded with people and won't have any parking lot either...

so we went home and i waited for my manicurist to call me to go over to do my nails...and by the time she called, it's already about 12:30, daddy drove me there and waited till and 2:30 going to 3...

and by the time i reached home, i went to straight to sleep after applying my face cream...

12:18 AM Z

Saturday, January 24, 2009

``_____.*i need my voice`!.#

hehes, just now i left office on the dot, then headed to Bugis to have my eyebrow trimmed and then to Holland V to have my hair dyed, and i'm almost ready for CNY le...hahas, met up with baobei, at last...after so long nahs...miss her lots...lurvvs...

2:53 AM Z

Friday, January 23, 2009

``_____.*hip hip hooray`!!.#

hmm, i'm now in office, just now went over to the other office to settle last night stuff and then came back to office, did a lil' scanning and then boss says he have to go out cause his friend suffers from stroke...OMG nohs...so scary...and bossthink for a while what he has for me to do and says..."you can go home if you want to"...

my mind turn blank...i was like...HUH`! go home`? how can i go home when 1stly, we don't have half day, 2ndly is it's still my working hours...(-_-l) 3rdly, he scare the hell outta me...i though there goes my job...=((

4:06 PM Z

``_____.*Infinity Wealth Dinner and Dance.#

Woahs, just reached home, and oh well...today's my Co.'s D&D night, went to work in the morn and then did some stuff till about 4, boss was asking if i have to go home and get change, i was like "Huh, everyone brought their costumes to work already"

...damn, should have known earlier that we could go home and be prepare...anyway, after our prep work, we went to buy some other stuffs for the D&D and then headed over by a cab...took pictures during cocktail session. the theme for the day is "Casino de Infinity". so the ambiance is very there...

There were bunnies at the Cocktail session, giving out the cards and rolling the dice for us to play. And our door gifts is a set of out Co.'s very own mini poker card (ehh, just that the thing was not v. nice as it was hand cut buy our co. ppl due to festive season, the factory did not wanna cut for us, bt, hey`! it's limited edition hors...mai siao siao...=\). We all also got a few free chips to play with, also had some performance by our boss, which was really kinda funny, the script and all.
Really kinda "Unbeatables" in comedy style.

We were being seperated into 2 groups to play games, my group was named "CASH" and the other named "CARD".
We had a few games, the 1st one was like, "da, xiao" the emcee will hold card and it's open to everyone of us to go up to the stage to guess whether the card is more or less than 5. And whoever guess it right earned point for the team. and Team Card won this catagory.

And the next game which is played by only Team Cash as we lose the 1st game, is that there is half a piece of poker card on the table for each and every one of us, and we have to search for the missing half among our group.

And 1 was that 1 male most likable/famous adviser is to go up on stage to do kung fu for us all, and whoever gets the loudest clap were to win`! And team "CASH" won`!

And next was that 3 girls from each team were being choosed to do cat-walk or say to just strike some pose for everyone to see, and again the one with the loudest applause wins`!

And another was that 5 guys from the table behind me was choosen to go up to the stage to help the emcee...they were being taught 3different actions and then were being bind fold, the emcee will give them a q and they can do any of the 3 action, we as audience get to place bets to bet that they will do the same action at once. And when they really cannot synchronize, one of them will be eliminated, and after elimating the bet has increased from $2 to $50. And finally we have a winner`!

For dinner we had
-cold dish
-shark fin soup
-roasted chicken
-steam fish
-vegetable with mushroom
-celery with fresh prawns
-noodles
-yam paste
though during the talks and all, there was some technical problem with the ppt slides or the music we sure did have fun despite the fact that those talks were really boring`! And for the 1st time i finish my own bowl of yam paste. i have never like yam paste, whereas for today, i finished my whole bowl of yam paste...in the past, when ever the dessert is yam paste, my 1st action will be i'll simply take my bowl and give it to someone else or i won't even touch the bowl...
And well, yaas, after the fulfilling dinner, we went up to the dance floor and partied for awhile longer till it's time for some of us to get going as there won't be any transport if we stayed on a lil' longer...

I think my Co. is all ready for the Casino to be open...as you can see we're all warming up already ehh...

And, yupx, i really had fun with all my colleagues, i never know they could party this way, and also, it's such a pity that 2 of my admin colleagues cannot turn up for the dinner as they have to study for their exam tomorrow, will wish them all the best in their exams ehh...=D

12:41 AM Z

Thursday, January 22, 2009

``_____.*i still don't have my voice...=((.#

well...i'm back in the office, with nothing to do yet...so i will just wait wait and wait...hmm...chatting with Aries and suddenly thought about the times when 'she' was sick...and being friends is like when you live woodlands, you will still go down all the way to Bedok/CGH to visit her...

Aries said to befriend or to accept someone is to love their ugly...but...
how do i do it`?
i will i do it`?
where do i start from`?
am i even trying`?
or i just don't know where to start from...

well, i thnk starting to work full time really takes up a lot of time...i don't seem to have enough time for my friends anymore...
because it's like, after work you're so damn tired...
and the rest are also tired...
and during weekends, it's either family day or boyfriend day...
how to go out like that`?

the baluku on my head still kinda hurts, and with this voice it feels really really bad`!

9:22 AM Z

``_____.*wth....#

hehes...went to China Town these 2days, so many people, i don't even know if i'm there to shop or there to squeeze...zZz...gonna be real busy these few days...didn't have enough sleep, cause i'm like reaching home kinda late and then still have stuff to do...and at work, i cannot do anything w/o the presence of my boss as i won't know what to do...CNY is just round the corner, i really have to stop wasting my time lazing around le...

tomorrow's Co. D&D Party. have to go as my boss asked me to and it's my 1st full time job cum 1st D&D so i thought well, lets not give it a miss...sad thing is, it's on a thur, and we won't have half day to even go home to dress up...zZz...

and what's worst`! i lost my voice`! arghs`!!! greedy me cannot wait to munch into those CNY goodies le...=\

12:41 AM Z

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

``_____.*going to work....#

wth cans...these people are just so inconsiderate...they go in the train and just stand there, w/o even bothering to move in or what so ever...damn angry nohs`! ARGHS`!

9:21 AM Z

Monday, January 19, 2009

``_____.*in the office....#

well, i'm now in office and reading a story book.
the other side of nowhere by Danniella Westbrook
and inside it says.

"nothing comes from nothing."
"it's not about money, it's not what you got, it's who you are. It's about being honest and true to yourself."
"enjoy your childhood, your adulthood last a long time. "

it's so meaningful and i guess we all should know about things like that.

10:45 AM Z

``_____.*HOUSE KEEPING`!.#

Woke up and did house keeping for the whole day`! darn tired...no one wanna help, and i'm so slow due to my fussy-ness, i only manage to clean the Living room, Kitchen and the window grills in the service balcony. and damn was i happy wanna hop my way out of the kitchen`! OUCH`! i got myself a BALUKU`! damn pain nohs...tml sure got blue black le...sobx sobx...

Great...house keeping rewarded mye with a super duper BIG BALUKU`!
ARGHS`!

12:01 AM Z

Saturday, January 17, 2009

``_____.*and blah blah blah...#

sigh...i feel so sleepy...i guess i need to buy a new keyboard. hehes...i want to buy hello kitty dee...so CUTE`! cans`!!! this freakin keyboard is making my nails hurt...OUCH`!! booked appointment for CNY le...so happy...this year got the mood to go visiting...=D

well...has been real busy each time i get home, there are so many things i want and need to do...but, when ever i reach home..i'll just...boom`! gone`! =\

12:36 AM Z

Friday, January 16, 2009

``_____.*mind your own business cans....#

i just do not understand, why some people just like to kpo about other people, what did i do to make you feel that way huh`? don't influence people cans...respect their desicion...if you treat her as your friend, then shouldn't you be giving her support`?

loving someone is not like this cans`!!! loving someone is to see them happy...not to have them...
if you love them and want to be with them, have to ever thought about them`?
you might feel happy having them, but have you ever thought about whether they feel happy being yours`?

damn, it's not as though it's against the law what...what your problem`? if you got a prob, come to me instead`! don't beat about the bush`!

3:29 PM Z

``_____.*???.#

hmm...wanna post about work, but i've been doing nothing in office except MSN-ing and youtube-ing...so, what is there to blog just thatt Shinchan is super funny that i wanna LOL in office but cannot do so...

think through about what i say...i won't harm you...trust me..

12:01 AM Z

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

``_____.*shinchan shinchan`!!.#

have been watchin Shinchan the whole day in office...waiting for my boss to be back so i have got things to do...cause without him around, i cannot even get a single thing done...

5:19 PM Z

``_____.*please choose the right one.#

just because you loved her, you don't bear to blame her...please undertsnad that with or without me, she'll still treat you the same...don't start pointing fingers because you have the rest pointing back at youself`!
why put the blame on others`? have you done self reflection`?
does the problem lies in me or within yourself`?
it's so unfair for me`!

it's not that i am DAO`! there's a reason for me to change from a loud speaker to mini hifi de cans`! and i won't write it here for everyone to see...only those close ones knows...

12:51 AM Z

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

``_____.*if we had never met.#

if we had never met, i guess you'll be happier...
sorry to have entered your life and cause so much misery in your everything...
i should go back and stick to my old life...
no one bothers,
no one cares,
Just me, myself and i.

it hurts to know someone who love you is leaving you...='))

12:14 AM Z

Monday, January 12, 2009

``_____.*it's something you don't see.#

we don't see feelings...
we don't speak of feelings...
we only feel them...

12:52 PM Z

``_____.*sorry if i....#

i'm sorry if come between all your relationship...
it's not as though i want to...
i'm just being myself, doing things i want to do...
not wanting to get into any other person's way or what...
to how they feel or how you feel, i really cannot do anything or i might as well say, i don't wish to do anything...like, what is there i can do anyway huh`?

you don't even need me in your life...
i will stay away from you...

just give me some time...

12:41 PM Z

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

``_____.*what would i do`?.#

hmm...i will learn...learn and learn...i will keep my mouth shut, so please do not talk to me. i just cannot take it anymore...so just shut up...thank you...

12:59 AM Z

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

``_____.*no worries`!.#

hmm...i have to get it over yaas...some times i just feel that i do not trust tomorrow...cause i don't know what will happen...but again, at the same time, i do not like not knowing...

it's jus emotions taking me over.

1:28 PM Z

Monday, January 05, 2009

``_____.*planning..#

well, gott start planning what to do next, i cannot just keep staying this way...it totally sucks...

10:40 PM Z

Sunday, January 04, 2009

``_____.*i don't know why, but these tears just roll down my cheeks..#

i don't even know the reason why i cried...it's like for one moment things were like that, and the moment, it's actually all fake...i realise that i cannot afford to make the wrong decision...once i made that decision, there's no turning back...

and before i knew it, i was already too late...i never realise this until now..i thought what i see and hear was true...but now that i realise what was most fake was...you...

not that i don't want, it's because you have never ask...

3:55 PM Z

``_____.*will i be happy again`?.#

well, have been emo-ing and locking myself home these few days...not having good mood either...mcm got PMS liddat...sigh...even cried to sleep recently...there are some things which i have to attednd to and needed my attention which i neglect them all the time...even though i am free, i just do not have the mood to do them...='((

it's something you'll never know what to do...

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hmm, for count down, went to work and then rush home to rest and chiong to meet my lovely girls...miss them lots...haven't had time to do catching up as we'll all darn busy like no1's business...love them all lots...other than those who keep on ps-ing us...

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well, stayed home for the weekends, got kinda tired with the outside world...maybe i'm just sick of the way things are getting...went out with meow to pick a gift for meOw's dream girl and watched the movie "Bedtime Stories" which was such a waste of my time as it was kinda boring.

1:13 AM Z